If there was a life I always wished for, it should be in other people’s shoes. I was tired of being a listening ear to people, while no one cares to listen to me or know how I’m faring.

I was enjoyed being everyone’s friend, and having people’s trust, but I grew to find out I was just a perfect listening ear with no one to hear what my mouth has to say.

I have lived almost all my life as a second place. I have an outspoken twin sister and my parent’s favorite as she relates to them more than I do. Not like I was given the chance anyway.

Many times, I was always there for her. On occasions that needed our presence she always talked me into styling her hair and dressing her up before I do mine. She always wants to be in the headlight.

I get tired from dressing her up, and will have no one to help me; I ended up not gracing the outings

I was always there to listen to her, and play the elder sister role, when she was even my elder.

Even most times, I needed her to listen to me; she always wanted to talk first.

She always had everything in her palms, friends, and all worth not, while I had none and the only time I was around for them is when they are depressed and just want to talk.

Well, I got used to it at some certain points in my life. I’m living with being that person who looks out for everybody, and will always be alone when I need somebody.